Today i found sum old notes on my FB that i wrote almost a year ago,i cried when i read this notes,and i realize sumtin when i read this notes,oh BTW here’s the notes,i will copy-paste from my FB.

‘My Baby Boy Turning 1”

Kheyn,my dear sweet son can’t believe U’re 1 already :) Its has been a year full of happiness & tears of joy :) and we made it ,thank u Jesus :) how time flies so fast,where have the last 12 months gone? can’t believe it. Exactly one year ago on the day u are born I’ll never forget how perfect U were on the first time I kissed u inside the delivery room,that room was very cold,but seeing u for the 1st time made my heart so warm and melt .You had all ur tiny cute fingers. All of ur toes. Scrunched up little eyes like me , face shaped just like ur papa,nose like me and a head just like ur grandpa’s. Hahaha.. Whata perfect gift from God.

The first time I held you in my arms, I felt my heart explode into a million little pieces and I knew in an instant that it no longer belonged to me. That little boy in my arms was now the Owner of My Heart =)

I can’t describe the pride I felt as I stared at ur sweet little face. I can’t describe the love I felt as I kissed ur fuzzy little head. I can’t describe the joy I felt as you wrapped ur precious little hand around my finger. There are no words to describe it.

Amazing. Awesome. Incredible. Exciting. Beautiful. Wonderfull. Breathtaking. Miraculous. Marvelous.

Those are powerful words, and yet, they don’t even BEGIN to accurately describe what I felt in my soul on the day u was born.


Having u as my son is the best experience of my life. By simply being alive, you bring so much joy into my life. I never realized I could love so deeply until you arrived. I’ve always been pretty happy, but you make everything so much better.

Now On ur age 1 u’re starting to walk, climb, eating “big people” food, eating anykind of stuffs around u, saying a few words (ma-ma,pa-pa,ta-ta,mu-mum, pi-pis,etc), and most importantly…asserting ur own opinions and wants. Kheyn LOVES reading a books a lot and eat em,haha :) enjoys watching barney and mickey, and thinks it’s the most fun to jump/fall off of things and scare ur mama whenever u can. You are quickly becoming an independent little man! Wowwww!!

On your First birthday I pray everyday that God will surround you with angels to keep you from harm and bless you with a long lifetime of love and happiness. I hope that you will be able to do something that truly fulfills you when it’s time to go to work. And I also pray that the years between now and then will pass much more slowly than this first one =) so I can spend more time soaking up the memories of my cute little boy.

Once again happy birthday lil Man, Spread ur wings beneath the winds and Thank you for making me your mama =) Mama luvvv U :)

Goshhhh how time flies,i exactly wrote this notes almost a year ago..which is a year ago i felt time flies very fast,and here we are againnn already in another year!! Around one and a half month my baby boy will turning two,ohh well anyway he no longer baby anymore,he’s Toddler now (but deep inside he will always be my baby) ;) mann yeaahh this times flies so fast,very fast,i gotta tell u guys and of course i yelling this for my self either ‘Use our Time wisely’ coz time flies so fast and that times will not going back again!!! have all our dreams come true? have we reach our goals? have we find passion in our life? if the answers is NOT YET!! Lets Start this together now guys make all our dreams and goals come true,find the passion in our life. Dont waste our time again and again ;) i believe nothing is impossible as long as we have FAITH!…